She Fell In Love With A Drummer...

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 19:32:51 GMT

Life-It's pretty chaotic right now. The only constance that arises is change. I'm always changing direction. Happy sad mad glad. I'm just trying to live. Though im trying to live more positively.

SOOOOOOOOOOO

The things that make me happy:

Free coffee at starbucks from the really cute girl behind the counter.
My roommate and her dog. Too cute.
Hummus. But that has always made me happy.
David Sedaris. Why is he so funny?
having a sexy girl mullet.
The control i seem to have on my emotions.
Seeing tracy chapman with my best friend ever/soul mate-gwen.

The things that make me sad:
the world of warcraft advertisment on the side of my LJ.
It ruins lives.

Large men love hallmark

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 01:50:24 GMT

so today started off an ordinary nine to five type of day until about 8:45 pm.

A man that was about eight feet tall walked in to hallmark and made his way through the vera bradely section. I just couldnt stop looking at him, i was like holy shit this guy is fucking huge. my co-worker looked at him with astonishment. all she could say was holy shit, holy shit. and i was like...yeah hes big but there is no reason to get all excited. Then this man comes up to me and says, " Do you have any highlighters?" and i isay NO but we have sharpies...in my annoyed-over-worked-under-payed tone of voice and he just looks at me and chuckles a bit. Then he makes a really lame joke as his cell phone goes off and says "Oh boy i thought i heard music" and i was just like yeah...yeah.. (in my head) and my co-worker laughs hysterically...and im just thinking what the hell is her problem why is she acting so wierd....and then he says good bye and leaves.

She turns over to me and says, "that was shaquiel o'neil and you just blew him off"

Damn...i wish i would have had known earlier....so i could have said something along the lines of "YOU WERE GREAT IN KAZAM." and mocked him a bit but no i had no clue who he was.

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 15:37:42 GMT

I am in such a mood.

All i have been doing this spring break is listening to regina spektor, eating pretzels, and sleeping in until 2.

I guess that is okay.

I'm really indifferent about my life right now.

I can't say it is completely horrific but i cant say i enjoy it.

I guess that is better than being sad.

The only thing that really made me happy this spring break was seeing sean and gwen.

And now i have to see kim!

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 22:25:40 GMT

Eeeks i saw someone in mexico getting lip injections from a shady ass nail place.

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 07:20:37 GMT

Okay,
So im home in vienna and i get really excited because im going to eat a bagel.
I go up to my cousin peter and go, "MMMMMMMMMMMMMM finally i get to eat real food." But this is already after i had finished my bagel up. And then peter goes...

Yeah we've had those bagels for three months and they have mold on them.

Just to shatter my dreams.

ANd now i cant stop sneezing.

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 23:15:20 GMT

Apparently i can't spell, but that's what word is for.

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 01:17:28 GMT

heres a real entery without butts or buttholes. I just couldnt get my lj-cut to work and got really frustrated.

So, radford isn't going to awful anymore, but..it definetly could be better.
The reason i'm kinda at ease now is that i have someone to talk to..that dosent feel forced. He talks to me about super heros, smelly feet, and religon. we talk for hours about everything and just laugh about nothing. I've only hung out with him once. But its just nice to know that there is someone out there. he's really chill and awesome. Unlike most of the people i have met.

Radford isnt so baadford. but it could be better. That's why i have to get awesomeorific grades and transfer! thats the awnser.

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 00:24:12 GMT

i cannot do a fucking lj cut

butt hollllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

end

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 00:20:43 GMT

guess

butt

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 21:00:09 GMT

happy halloween my babies.

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 19:31:32 GMT

Radford

it is exactly what i had expected it to be. A school full of sorority/fraternity boys and girls. And they do exactly what i expected them to do. Party all of the time. Not that i dont like the occasional go out and party, but this is what their lives revolve around. I cannot go into a class without at least 5 people talking about how incredibly wasted they got on a tuesday night. I just cannot deal with it. I feel so bad, because i've pretty much have been in hiding while being here. I just don't want to talk to anyone anymore. My first attempts were in the beggining of being here...and they failed, because all of the girls just talked shit about everything and everyone. It was as if they couldnt relax and just chill the fuck out. And every guy that i've talked to...since i figured maybe it was just a girl thing...has stopped talking to me when they found out i had a boyfriend. So i guess that doesn't work either. Whatever. I'm just anxious to get out. And this is the first time i've talked about this, because im supposed to be pretending that i'm really happy and stoked to be here.
I feel like i did in eigth grade. Antisocial, lonely and frustrated.

I knew i wasn't supposed to be in the south.

Not that im saying bad things about southerners...it's just not for me.

It's because

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 22:43:45 GMT

I'm just a teenage dirt bag baby.

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 20:46:04 GMT

Im bored.

So i say, you should leave me an annonymus comment about one or more of these things.

Like...
What you really think of me.
A crazy dream that you had.
Something that really bothers you.
A secret that no one knows
Or something that makes you really happy.

Go on..you know you want to do it.

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 18:17:06 GMT

I'm really fucking tired of all of this. I just dont want any friends anymore. I pretty much am distraught with everyone right now. This is probably a really bad thing to say. I just cant handle anyone anymore. I just feel so warn.

I know that even though the summer is closer to ending and i am going to go to college, but i know i'll be able to find all of this stupid drama there too. I just dont have enough time. I mean i try to hang out with everyone and i please no one. I dont know what to do anymore and i get closer and closer to stop trying everyday. I am just that run down.

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 12:04:43 GMT

Yesterday was perfect.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 04:06:42 GMT

Sean check your email.

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 02:30:40 GMT

This summer is not at all what I hoped it would be. I am on the brink of falling apart. I cried so much today. I doubt a lot of things. Friendships, my sanity, everything and everyone. I cannot wait for college. People are just so mean.

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 14:56:35 GMT

So we got free shipping for our goods going to kenya.

Now we are going to use the money we would have spent on shipping and buy more supplies, because it wont cost them anything to get over there. Will and anna's Uncle are getting a steel container to send supplies over there.

Jerald and i, however, were looking up ways to send items to Dafur. Every place that i researched was not accepting items and only money. I thought that was kind of sketchy. And i read a news paper article, actually multiple articles, that was saying not to send stuff there, because it was being overtaken by the goverment. Which is more than likely true figuring they control everything.

Well now that we are sending everything to kenya.

Jerald and I have spent close to five hundred dollars.

And gwen has contributed quit a bit of money too.

P.s gwen- You have to come get more supplies with us after we get back from florida. [ I'm holding onto your money]

The end-

Tue, 23 May 2006 02:13:45 GMT

I am such a burden.<\center>

Mon, 08 May 2006 02:20:25 GMT

I added some of you on my other journal, but uhm maybe you dont know

Mon, 01 May 2006 01:14:30 GMT

I made a new journal.
A more private one.

If you care enough to go over and comment
I can see what i can do to let you in. <3

hello_hill that's it.

love you goodnight

Anonymous.Just for kicks.

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 20:42:21 GMT

Please leave me an anonymous comment telling me exactly what you think of me.
Or tell me a hope, a dream, a fear, a secret, ANYTHING.
I'll comment back, and i'll care too!

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 00:41:17 GMT

Just radford, but hey. I Didn't think i was getting in anywhere.
So yeah for me!!!!!!!!
thanks for congradulating me guys : ).

Pss jeralds coming too.

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 21:24:52 GMT

Okay kids!~!!!!
isabella got into a fucking college
OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGg

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 23:38:55 GMT

I'm pretty sure i am going to delete my journal tonight. It has become so pointless, and so random. I really don't want everyone knowing my personal emotions anymore. I figure if i don't tell you in real life anyways, than it dosent even matter.

good bye <3